The 21st of December

I saw my doctor yesterday. I was hoping she'd put me on leave, I even hinted at it. But I guess I was too subtle. Next week I'm just gonna ask! My doctor said that 'we can schedule to induce on the 21st, if this baby doesn't come sooner.' Whaa?? No! I don't want her to come sooner, I mean I do but I don't want to be 'surprised.' I didn't wait for my water to break with Bea and I don't want to wait with Camille! I want to be in charge!! I want to know when she's coming, not just be going about my day and whoops! My water just broke. So now I don't know what to hope for... do I hope that she comes sooner and I'm already home when the 'fun stuff' happens or do I want her to wait and come on the 21st!? ACK!! Either way I need to get my bag packed for the hospital! I have a little pile of clean jammies and socks ready to go in my suitcase. I just need to pull the dang thing out and get more crap in there. :) Wish me luck guys!! I can't believe the time is here already. I really feel it went by sooo much faster the second time around.