I hate The Notebook

I hate the movie The Notebook. I hate the end. Izak was watching it yesterday and I wanted him to turn it off. He didn't. I was kind of half ass watching it, but then the end started and I had to leave because I started to cry. I hate this movie because I think of my grandma Bea. And I wonder if she was like that. Did she have moments of clarity and wonder where her family was? That's the part that makes me the saddest. Thinking that she was sitting in a home somewhere, remembering her family and wondering where they were. Who knows she may have just as quickly forgotten everything and it wouldn't have bothered her. But that movie always makes me wonder and I hope, for her sake, that those supposed moments of clarity didn't occur often. Love you Grandma Bea.